Strap-ons & dildos.
You say you don't want guys but you want penis like objects in your vagina.
That's like a gay guy who buys a fake pussy and fucks it a lot.
That's like getting a fake pussy and making your partner wear it and then fuck the fake pussy.
What's with the short hair?
So you want to be with a masculine women that wears a strap-on?
Why not just be with a masculine man with short hair and a dick?
You really don't make sense.